The name is Jessica Drew. I hail from London. I've made some mistakes, but I now make it my job to do something right with my life.

hank-pym-giant-man:

Hank sighed.  Where to begin?  And given Jessica’s past involvement with Viper, he was afraid of her reaction to this.  

"Hydra has found out that some notes from Jan’s dad still existed…  about experiments he had done on opening up portals to other dimensions.  They now know we have those notes, and they want them…  and they’re threatening to hurt Jan if I don’t give them the notes and help them with this portal opening thing…"

"Shit," Jess said, running a hand through her hair, "any idea on what you’re going to do?"

agent19-codename-mockingbird: Hey, Jess. Everything alright? I haven't heard from you in a while and I was worried...

agent19-codename-mockingbird:

iamnotspidergirl:

iamnotspidergirl:

Everyone assumed I was going to fuck up, well guess what? I did.

"I can’t be a mother," Jess said. "I would be horrible."

Bobbi pulled back and looked at her. “Of course you would be a good mom! You’re just sayin’ ya won’t ‘cause you’ve never entertained the possibility…”

"No, literally I am like the worst person to be a mother, I don’t even know how a real family even functions!" Jess said with a sob.

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dazzlingdazzler:

Alison was slightly startled by the voice, she had lost herself in writing some cheesy love song. “Oh, Jessica, that’s fine. How are you?” Ali motions for her to sit.

"I think I’ve bitten off more than I can chew," Jess muttered, taking a drink as…

"I’m pregnant," Jess muttered, embarrassed.

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agent19-codename-mockingbird: Hey, Jess. Everything alright? I haven't heard from you in a while and I was worried...

agent19-codename-mockingbird:

iamnotspidergirl:

agent19-codename-mockingbird:

iamnotspidergirl:

Everyone assumed I was going to fuck up, well guess what? I did.

Jess… -walks over and hugs her tightly- It’ll be okay… I’ll help you through it…

[Jess is shaking holding onto her]

"Shh…. it’s alright…" Bobbi said, rubbing her back lightly. "We can get through this. You’ll be fine. And so will your little one. We have lots of people who will help."

"I can’t be a mother," Jess said. "I would be horrible."

hank-pym-giant-man:

iamnotspidergirl:

hank-pym-giant-man:

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"This isn’t good…  This isn’t good…  I need a plan…!" 

"You okay Hank?" Jess asked, walking in on him.

Hank lifted his head, startled.  ”Jess…!  I…”  

Did Viper tell him to keep this to himself?   How could he?  He couldn’t possibly fix the whole world by himself, not when Jan and Oliver’s lives were on the line.  

"I…  I don’t know what to do…"  Desperation pierced through his voice as he avoided Jessica’s gaze on him.

"What’s wrong Hank?" Jess watched him carefully. "What’s going on?"

iamnotspidergirl: [Voice Mail] Carol I really need talk to you, please call me?

inpursuitofflight:

iamnotspidergirl:

inpursuitofflight:

Carol frowned worriedly, pressing Jess’ speed dial and hoping the hydra infiltration hadn’t blown up in her best friend’s face. She chewed her lip as the phone rang.

"I…I don’t know." Jess bursted into tears. "Fuck I just…I don’t know what happened. One thing led to another and we were pressed for time and I needed to get in somehow and with all my Dad did to me I didn’t even think I could have one and now I’m carrying a child of a man that is like the worst possible kind of man but …" Jess broke down covering her face.

"Oh Jess…" Carol said sadly, gathering her back into a hug, rubbing her back reassuringly. "It’ll be okay. We’ll figure it out." She whispered comfortingly, inwardly panicking over how they were going to deal with it. Questions ran through her mind but right now, she knew she needed to just be there for her friend.

Holding onto Carol, Jess sobbed quietly into her shoulder. “I’m like the worst possible person to be a mom. I can’t believe I did this.”

agent19-codename-mockingbird: Hey, Jess. Everything alright? I haven't heard from you in a while and I was worried...

agent19-codename-mockingbird:

iamnotspidergirl:

agent19-codename-mockingbird:

iamnotspidergirl:

agent19-codename-mockingbird:

iamnotspidergirl:

Everyone assumed I was going to fuck up, well guess what? I did.

What do you mean? What happened? You’re not hurt, are you? -looks her over for bruises or other wounds-

- Slowly, Jess pulls up her shirt, revealing the baby bump. - 

-Hands go to cover her mouth in shock- Oh… Oh Jess… -looks at her- What happens now? 

I don’t know.

Jess… -walks over and hugs her tightly- It’ll be okay… I’ll help you through it…

[Jess is shaking holding onto her]

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hank-pym-giant-man:

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"This isn’t good…  This isn’t good…  I need a plan…!" 

"You okay Hank?" Jess asked, walking in on him.

iamnotspidergirl: [Voice Mail] Carol I really need talk to you, please call me?

inpursuitofflight:

iamnotspidergirl:

inpursuitofflight:

Carol frowned worriedly, pressing Jess’ speed dial and hoping the hydra infiltration hadn’t blown up in her best friend’s face. She chewed her lip as the phone rang.

Jess couldn’t say anything, what the hell could she say that could seriously make any sense of what has happened. Trying to keep her emotions in check Jess took the bottom of her shirt and slowly raised it, showing a very distinct bump. 

Carol felt a whole surge of emotions run through her. The horrible, twisting sense of dread around remembering her own experiences with pregnancy, worry for Jess, confusion and a whole mix of things she couldn’t describe. 

"Jess…" She breathed. "Do you… want this?" She was unsure how to react, she knew pregnancy could be great as she had seen the glow on Janet but for her it had been a nightmare. She hoped it would be the former for her best friend.

"I…I don’t know." Jess bursted into tears. "Fuck I just…I don’t know what happened. One thing led to another and we were pressed for time and I needed to get in somehow and with all my Dad did to me I didn’t even think I could have one and now I’m carrying a child of a man that is like the worst possible kind of man but …" Jess broke down covering her face.