The name is Jessica Drew. I hail from London. I've made some mistakes, but I now make it my job to do something right with my life.
iamnotspidergirl: [Voice Mail] Carol I really need talk to you, please call me?

inpursuitofflight:

inpursuitofflight:

Carol frowned worriedly, pressing Jess’ speed dial and hoping the hydra infiltration hadn’t blown up in her best friend’s face. She chewed her lip as the phone rang.

Carol was already waiting by the door and pulled it open on the first knock. As soon as she saw her dark haired friend, she pulled her into the apartment, shutting the door and grabbing her into a tight hug. Eventually she released her, keeping her hands on Jess’ shoulders as she inspected her for any damage.

"Talk to me Jess," She instructed, her eyes shining with concern.

Jess couldn’t say anything, what the hell could she say that could seriously make any sense of what has happened. Trying to keep her emotions in check Jess took the bottom of her shirt and slowly raised it, showing a very distinct bump. 

agent19-codename-mockingbird: Hey, Jess. Everything alright? I haven't heard from you in a while and I was worried...

agent19-codename-mockingbird:

iamnotspidergirl:

Everyone assumed I was going to fuck up, well guess what? I did.

What do you mean? What happened? You’re not hurt, are you? -looks her over for bruises or other wounds-

- Slowly, Jess pulls up her shirt, revealing the baby bump. - 

aslongasitsnotwindy:

Grant bit at his tongue a little to stop him from saying anything to her as he watched her leave the room, moving to pick up the picture when he noticed that she had dropped it. Holding it, his fingers brushed over the smallest figure of a human being  - still heavily conflicted.

Jess walked outside and as the door shut behind her she covered her mouth trying to not let out a sob. She didn’t want him to hear it, she didn’t expect him to want anything to do with her and that was fine, she understood that. But now, now came the hard part, trying to figure out what to do with the baby. She knew she couldn’t terminate it, she just didn’t have the heart to do that. Maybe she could find it a good home, there were certainly better parents than her and it would be far away from Grant and Hydra. 

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agent19-codename-mockingbird: Hey, Jess. Everything alright? I haven't heard from you in a while and I was worried...

Everyone assumed I was going to fuck up, well guess what? I did.

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iamnotspidergirl:

Shaking her head, Jess laughed, “you’re such a jerk.”

"And you love it," She laughed, sticking her tongue out.

Jess laughed and shook her head, “so what did you do?”

iamnotspidergirl: [Voice Mail] Carol I really need talk to you, please call me?

inpursuitofflight:

iamnotspidergirl:

inpursuitofflight:

Carol frowned worriedly, pressing Jess’ speed dial and hoping the hydra infiltration hadn’t blown up in her best friend’s face. She chewed her lip as the phone rang.

Jess quickly answered, “Carol? Oh thank god you my message, where are you?”

"I’m at my apartment, what’s going on?" She asked, concerned. 

"Okay, I’m like a block away, I’m coming over." Jess hung up her phone and rushed the rest of the way to Carol’s place, knocking on the door she shifted her weight, trying to fight off the nausea in her stomach, she really hoped Carol wouldn’t freak out on her.

aslongasitsnotwindy:

"Then you’ve done what you’ve come here for then?" he asked her, the thoughts in his head a complete mess.

Jess nodded, abruptly standing, not noticing that she had dropped her picture, “I’m sorry,” walking over to the door she pounded on it until the guard came and opened it, quickly rushing out of the room.

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iamnotspidergirl:

Jess raised an eyebrow at her, “he shit in my shoe Carol.”

"It was meant affectionately?" Carol grinned sheepishly. 

Shaking her head, Jess laughed, “you’re such a jerk.”

iamnotspidergirl: [Voice Mail] Carol I really need talk to you, please call me?

inpursuitofflight:

Carol frowned worriedly, pressing Jess’ speed dial and hoping the hydra infiltration hadn’t blown up in her best friend’s face. She chewed her lip as the phone rang.

Jess quickly answered, “Carol? Oh thank god you my message, where are you?”

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iamnotspidergirl:

Slowly standing, Jess pulled up her blouse, revealing a small, yet still very noticeable bump. “This is isn’t a fake bump, this is a child, your child, Grant.”

He looked away just as quick as she pulled up her shirt, “Please don’t do this…

"Well, I hardly doubt that you couldn’t possible imagine what it would to he like in my situation - because what you did pretty much rules you out," he muttered, drumming his fingers on the table. This wasn’t the time to admit feelings. A part of him believed that she couldn’t have picked a worse time to reveal this to him.

"You don’t know that part of me, Ward, so don’t assume that I don’t understand." She said as she looked at the sonogram. "I know admitting my feelings is a mute thing now but I just needed to get it off my chest."